Random Return

I don't have much to say right this moment - it's a little too early in the morning - but I really want to come back and post on a much more frequent basis. Anyway, my point: I've been reading Shane Clairborne's "Irresistible Revolution: Living as an Ordinary Radical" and it's really convicting me and confusing me.

I already believe... but when am I going to start truly following Jesus Christ... all of a sudden my brain and my heart are both aching yet I feel so stagnant.  It's time to listen for and act on what He wants from me, not what I want for myself. There's so much more I can be doing that doesn't center around me, but instead Him, His creation, and His people.

How do I truly love my God and my neighbors? Where do I even start?